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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
life


Category: Life So its been a while since my last posting, tryin to get my feelings all in check and shit. but to be honest. im more confused about my feelings then anything,

when you fall head over heels with someone like i did. it goin to take a lot  to get them out ofyour head, HELL i was even goin to move to be with him. i did alot for him and what i get. a thanks and harrassed, my feelings beat down *whips a tear off* I now know what it feels like when they say true Love really does hurt and you cant forget them because i cant, I honestly cant, he got me more then any other person in this world, hell i let him know things about me people dont even get to see or know. after he left i had a break down.

hell, when i need him the most he turns away. I cant deal with it anymore. I swear to god im goin to go insane if i think about him anymore. Everything i talk to him, hear his voice it brings me one step farther to that padded room

Like tonight, he called me i seen him calling but i would not answer because i knew it was goin to end up like the other times, him telling me he misses me and cant wait to see me ect. 

Im breaking down more and more on the inside, putting up my wall farther so i wont let anyone in. becoming that harden bitch i use to be because im afraid to do it again.

thats why im leaving for the weekend at the end of the month, good book, the woods, people that love me  for who i am, people i can talk to and not be judge. Hell the mountians might due me some good,

I need it from the work, just to get away.  i just really really hope they give it to me off.

and as to you. you know who im talkin to, Dont you ever say those words to me again. you dont mean them. I shaired my personal life with you, and my feelings and you threw them out like they were nothing. Your just like your friend. until you can actually grow up, and see what you do to people, maybe its good i didnt answer your call. I probably would be crying a hell of alot harder then i am now.

You dont get it. and honestly, i dont think you ever will...

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Thursday, August 09, 2007
WHen Your Gone

So its been a while since my last posting, tryin to get my feelings all in check and shit. but to be honest. im more confused about my feelings then anything,

when you fall head over heels with someone like i did. it goin to take a lot  to get them out ofyour head, HELL i was even goin to move to be with him. i did alot for him and what i get. a thanks and harrassed, my feelings beat down *whips a tear off* I now know what it feels like when they say true Love really does hurt and you cant forget them because i cant, I honestly cant, he got me more then any other person in this world, hell i let him know things about me people dont even get to see or know. after he left i had a break down.

hell, when i need him the most he turns away. I cant deal with it anymore. I swear to god im goin to go insane if i think about him anymore. Everything i talk to him, hear his voice it brings me one step farther to that padded room

Like tonight, he called me i seen him calling but i would not answer because i knew it was goin to end up like the other times, him telling me he misses me and cant wait to see me ect. 

Im breaking down more and more on the inside, putting up my wall farther so i wont let anyone in. becoming that harden bitch i use to be because im afraid to do it again.

thats why im leaving for the weekend at the end of the month, good book, the woods, people that love me  for who i am, people i can talk to and not be judge. Hell the mountians might due me some good,

I need it from the work, just to get away.  i just really really hope they give it to me off.

and as to you. you know who im talkin to, Dont you ever say those words to me again. you dont mean them. I shaired my personal life with you, and my feelings and you threw them out like they were nothing. Your just like your friend. until you can actually grow up, and see what you do to people, maybe its good i didnt answer your call. I probably would be crying a hell of alot harder then i am now.

You dont get it. and honestly, i dont think you ever will...

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
..........

Bleeding from my heart,
you laugh like i was nothing
you stab me as if im a pawn
im drowning in a pool you Created
your words you made me Yearn for
you Locked me in your Game
you kept me in your web
now im trying to Climb out
climb out of your game
you keep me hidden away
like a secret long lost tool
but i am nothing more
then a game
a game you just discard
Bleeding from my heart
You laugh at its heartache
Thinking of me as nothing.
nothing.


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